that will make you forget our love one day

"fear"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

you haven't reached the meaning of love

whatever you have toward me is nothing but ego and greed

in fact you never truly loved me

the tears you shed were the tears of a babe for a toy only

you don't know to sacrify, you just need to be gratified

with pleasures, words,,, lies and world!

i told you

i told you

i already told you

tonight

the last night before separation

when the withering heart needs compassion

when i need you

to soak my tears

to lower my soabs

in the very time when you are supposed to be with me

you are indulged in the pleasures, in the partying, in the lights

you say, let me enjoy, still i am yours!

now i also want to say

i don't want to come in between you and your happiness

but what should also i do!

from me, they are stealing you

busy, busy, busy

even on the last night

you don't want to listen to my heart cry

this time, even you don't want to be mine!

and still you say, "i love you"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

The light of enjoyment, taste of delicious food and happy puns of rich friends will make you forget our love one day

i told you

i told you

i already told you

if you keep on doing this,

how can you become mine?

~+~

"Sure"

No matter wherever you move away

I know, on your cheeks tears will have a sway!

The pain of separation makes you crazy

it will change a stone heart into daisy

no matter, to wherever you face, 

but if your hand is in my hand,

 

i shall take you into my cottage!

© afterwind

image sources:

fisrt,         lights in last night's rain storm by Zombie37 [external link]

second,     Rain Tapping On My Window by Thomas Steibl Photography [external link]

third,       Rain on the Train (Not in Spain) by jessamyn.n [external link]

fourth,     Rain wave - Muddy water by Yatzi [external link]

Difficulty!

Photo uploaded on flickr by distantpeak

Alien Lovers!

she said to him on one day

how can our love survive!

we dont have the same tongue

i have much to say

but dont know how!

they survived how long ever, God knows!

he says:

your eyes already tell me the things

you want me to know

no need to say!

dry afternoon meditation

P1110849, originally uploaded by djotai.

after small intervals there coming screeching sounds of kites, in the sky of mild hot day with little fresh breeze, under the dry sunlight!

Human's desires are like a horse - as much you will free it , as far it will go away. As much you will stretch it, as long it will go on!.. like the rubber band! And it hurts a lot when you leave it after too much stretching it.

So, don't drive the heart unruled or ego as crazy horse.. keep a sights over it.. it don't need too much mindfullness. But it only needs letting things be normal. So don't stress them.. bitter pain has sometimes sweet taste.. but not always good for heart or soul!! What you need is to keep healthy emotions.. healthy mind!

Pears for Holy Love!!

Pears
Originally uploaded by dean.franklin

oh my Desired One!

i say and write
these words
to please You!!

on one day, when my words
will all have been gone away
after having given You all of them!

then i will have none of them!

then i will give You my priceless
but best of tears!!
to make You pleased!


~+~



Wordly love sometimes kicks off the insane piteous heart and push it off into the realm of wonders: the Kingdom of True Love!
Let us pray for all insane lover and loser hearts!

hold my hands...

rain at my wallpaper
Originally uploaded by letas

she..
the salty vapours on your eye lids
the silent dark in your innocent eyes
which are shimmering when the light of any sympathy strikes on the brimmed cups of eyes and then reflects!

LOVE IS LIKE A SWEET WINE..
WHO TAKES IT IS LEFT UNCONSCIOUS!!
THE LOVER IS LIKE A FOLLOWER
STRIPPING AWAY ALL HIS OR HER OWN ATTRIBUTES
AND TAKING THE COLOURS OF BELOVED!

LIKE A RELIGIONLESS STARTS FASTING FOR A RELIGIOUS BELOVED!!

WHO COULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE?
EXCEPT THE SPECIAL ONES OR THE INSANE MASTERS!!

Oh.. MY ALLAH!!! why the night is always so beautiful
much drenched in the sweet pains of love!

who looks at the trickling tears...

Kashgar, originally uploaded by [Zakkaliciousness].

exhausted and disappointed, while trying to hide emotions,
she uttered a sudden deep sorrowful sigh..
..."Aah!"

and it hit on deep in his chest
and he lost the standing of his self,

he tasted the sweet ionic charged warmth of that sigh,
felt the love,
and lost everything..

and eyes left drenched in tears and
empty chest left with air of sorrowful craving

'will she come back...?' HaHa... human being sometimes becomes very strange and complex!!

have you seen any wandering darvish, singing this in the street...

"who looks at the trickling tears...!?
except the loving 'God' everywhere !!"

May Allah guide and protect us!

Quotation: Human love & real love

Ordinary human love is capable of raising man to the experience of real love.

(Jami)

Source: "The Way of The Sufi", by Idries Shah

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Why: Some Mystics fell in Wordly Love (ishq-e-majazi)?

Photo originally uploaded by !!sahrizvi!!


There are examples that many mystics had fallen in love to someone in their earlier lives..
why..
1. Did they tried to take refuge in the Love of God after failing to achieve their wordly love.. or
2. They were being prepared for high stages of True love or
3. Accident

you are right.. but still incomplete..
listen..

I tell you another side..
Have you ever seen a car..
yess, daily I see
What needs a car to move by?
engine..
but sometimes the car's engine gets dull (shades of oblivion)..
at this time, it needs a jerk, a physical push by hands.. which helps engine to heat up and it starts working again
car moves now with help of engine, with no more hand
this jerk's strenght was not equal to the engine but it was like it.. it was for it..
so, it caused it to come on it's way!

Similarly..
our soul is like a car..
and it needs to move upward..
for that it needs to a sincere heart..
which is like an engine and helps the soul to keep travelling towards it's true beloved

but, when our engine is not working.. (oblivious heart without sincerity)
we need a jerk/push which cause engine to work again..
this jerk is provided by the worldly love..
it gives a reviving heat to our engine..
it gives us a lovely feeling of delicacy and sincerity..
this is the time when the oblivious soul recalls again the ancient love..
and it starts loveing the ancient beloved.. who is the absolute truth!

the jerk of wordly love is nothing before the true ancient love..
car's original need is engine.. jerk is only for temporary cause
similarly the jerk is nothing..
it is only a reminder..
after the awakening, the soul forgets everything except the truth..
it needs not be caught up in 'jerk' anymore again..
it needs not 'drop' because it has found the ever forgotton ultimate real sea!





photo originally uploaded Lumiere2005


what is the ancient love?
it is the eternal attribute of soul.. which it has forgotton..
it is said that..
at the time of creation of souls..
God gathered them and asked them"Alastu birabbikum" - Am I not your Lord? (Who is your Lord?)
by saying "qaala balaa..", they admitted that He is their God.
when they saw Him..
the Eternal Ultimate Beauty..
they fell in love for Him..
the real love for a True One!





but man forgot the love
the ancient feeling was hidden somewhere in some corner of heart of the soul
which he has forgotton
accidental wordly love may give a shock, a push or a jerk to the heart..enough to recall the ancient feeling .. the new feeling resembling the ancient one.. the ancient feeling is revived.. much matured and better than the newer feeling caused by he jerk.

so..
give it a push which may help it to move
awaken your soul..
as hindu yogis say.. awaken your kundalini shakti.. to rise up to.. meet brahma, The Lord
similarly we say, "awaken your heart".. "the delicate emotion".. "the feeling of ecstacy"
love someone..

love someone..
love anyone..
even a tree!

if you love someone..
you will love every one,

if you love everyone,
you will love the True One!

Try to love..
even tentative..