made me clean by my own tears

this night has pain of separation, 

and sufi music sound, 

and a little sweet pain in my heart,

  ..  tears in eyes,,,

            i was a sinner, you made me clean by my own tears

that will make you forget our love one day

"fear"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

you haven't reached the meaning of love

whatever you have toward me is nothing but ego and greed

in fact you never truly loved me

the tears you shed were the tears of a babe for a toy only

you don't know to sacrify, you just need to be gratified

with pleasures, words,,, lies and world!

i told you

i told you

i already told you

tonight

the last night before separation

when the withering heart needs compassion

when i need you

to soak my tears

to lower my soabs

in the very time when you are supposed to be with me

you are indulged in the pleasures, in the partying, in the lights

you say, let me enjoy, still i am yours!

now i also want to say

i don't want to come in between you and your happiness

but what should also i do!

from me, they are stealing you

busy, busy, busy

even on the last night

you don't want to listen to my heart cry

this time, even you don't want to be mine!

and still you say, "i love you"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

The light of enjoyment, taste of delicious food and happy puns of rich friends will make you forget our love one day

i told you

i told you

i already told you

if you keep on doing this,

how can you become mine?

~+~

"Sure"

No matter wherever you move away

I know, on your cheeks tears will have a sway!

The pain of separation makes you crazy

it will change a stone heart into daisy

no matter, to wherever you face, 

but if your hand is in my hand,

 

i shall take you into my cottage!

© afterwind

image sources:

fisrt,         lights in last night's rain storm by Zombie37 [external link]

second,     Rain Tapping On My Window by Thomas Steibl Photography [external link]

third,       Rain on the Train (Not in Spain) by jessamyn.n [external link]

fourth,     Rain wave - Muddy water by Yatzi [external link]

Empty hands..

~Prayer~

I begged for love

to come and fill up my heart

with its freshness

Heaven accepted my prayers

and my cravings and sobs voices

were coveyed to the love

who was busy in merry-making and comforts and pleasures

at the thousands of miles away into the celestial worlds

beyond red, green and grey mountains.. ah, the love...

~Arrival~

ah, the love

when it listened to my cravings

stopped every of its functions

fumbled hurriedly to take its shawl patched with pink stars, wrapped around its shoulders

and that star eyed embodiment, 'the love'

rushed towards me

keeping many stars of affection, kindness and love in its hands!!

~disappointment~

when it came to this our world,

it found a man of my 'name'.. "the human"

but it could never found the real me

standing at my address,

its face is down, and eyes are glum

~departure~

it came to receive a heart..

but here is nothing, except pains, greed, wars, tears, greeds, fitna..

what else could we offer as a gift

to appease its heart, 

which had been already lost somewhere in this world and

at last it was worried for the feelings of loss of emotions

so, it's returning to its unknown world empty-handed!

© afterwind

pictures from flickr as uploaded by lancelonie, Ann and Educated Savage

Clear... !!!

Desert, originally uploaded by shenxy.

free..
let the bird be flown
let the wind be stopped
let the sky become clear
let the eyes be filled with tears

stop...
and now
take a deep breath!

silence...
peace of this last moment...
yours,
in sha la*



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in sha la:
inshallah (Arabic) : if the Will of God!