Confusion

Past was misery, broken dreams, lost expectations, painful, an untold story
We left the past far behind!

Present is smooth sail, ordinary blessing, well pronounced, well declared, well known!

Tonight, the past & present knew each other. Result could be confusion; even destruction.. .

Nothing happened!

"This is where the two worlds meet", Shepard boy screamed!

Our love!

Our love was not a failed one!
It was just a bit out-of-place.
Time and space couldn't adjust to it!

Our love was a miracle of Allah!
Nothing, from devil or any one, could ever retard it,
except our ''fears''!

In this world of dark chicaneries,
nothing to get fear from, but paper-made flowers.
Originality dares my dreams!

I don't have past, but do have memories
of some familiar lost faces, who have stripped me of my past!
I eschew their cold glances now! Still crave for their seldom notices!

My letter found its way back to me, like a reproach!
"PURE PAIN", as I wrote to be her address,
was found back.. only at my place!!

~Afterwind

Pain, defeat, loss and belief

The misery..
and pain
when get together,

causing the life to worsen..
smouldering the shimmering confidence..
& rusting the sheen of passion..

The loss is ultimate
the defeat is end!

In such a situations, there is the test of the believer's patience..
and also the trust he keeps on Thou, My Lord! O Sustainer of heavens!!

Love and pain

This pain burning my each fragment.. .

Love is sublimation, changing the material heart into the longing
Pain is condensation, changing the longing into the tears
Everything evil in the soul, perishes
and she comes purified out of the flames of this test!

Only the strong heart is capable of carrying this heavy burden
Only the strong soul has power to keep strong hope

O Mighty Lord, O Sustainer of heavens and earths!
support the stumbling hearts and fearing souls, and render the righteous-love victor!
before You, I surrender myself!

Thank God..

Hope

when the heart was dim

everything seemed dull to these eyes

when the hope has come back

the life raised quite fresh 

standing in the flowing current of life 

~+~

Life Back

Flowers, flowers, every where

blessing, sunshine and love

why the heart is happy so much..

a dying hope resurrected

some one rose from dead

a putting off star became a sun

the spirals of mysterious fate

and its crests and troughs

and pains and fleeting happiness,

all estopped at a moment

no queasiness, nothing now,

but peace, timelessness and relief 

who took my heart and met me to the light of hope!

this is You, O my Lord! Allah!

the heart like a sponge..

at the moment you were leaving,

the heart

seemed dry,

and no tears!

at the moment you have left,

the heart is

like a sponge,

shrinks,

giving off a lot of water!

made me clean by my own tears

this night has pain of separation, 

and sufi music sound, 

and a little sweet pain in my heart,

  ..  tears in eyes,,,

            i was a sinner, you made me clean by my own tears

i can't cry, my heart is dead

my plane is taking off..

but

i can't cry

my heart is dead

because my heart is dead now

you think, i don't love you 

it is not true

still i love you

but i have forgotten how to miss you

pains, sorrows, disgrace, hunger and poverty

i have become a bird between fear and hope

separations and unions

many deluges of uncertainties and enforced austerities of life

have taken away my tears, awareness, smile and naive freshness

forgive me..

i can't cry

my heart is dead

but I still love you!

© afterwind

Picture source: by ericakulet [external link]

Empty hands..

~Prayer~

I begged for love

to come and fill up my heart

with its freshness

Heaven accepted my prayers

and my cravings and sobs voices

were coveyed to the love

who was busy in merry-making and comforts and pleasures

at the thousands of miles away into the celestial worlds

beyond red, green and grey mountains.. ah, the love...

~Arrival~

ah, the love

when it listened to my cravings

stopped every of its functions

fumbled hurriedly to take its shawl patched with pink stars, wrapped around its shoulders

and that star eyed embodiment, 'the love'

rushed towards me

keeping many stars of affection, kindness and love in its hands!!

~disappointment~

when it came to this our world,

it found a man of my 'name'.. "the human"

but it could never found the real me

standing at my address,

its face is down, and eyes are glum

~departure~

it came to receive a heart..

but here is nothing, except pains, greed, wars, tears, greeds, fitna..

what else could we offer as a gift

to appease its heart, 

which had been already lost somewhere in this world and

at last it was worried for the feelings of loss of emotions

so, it's returning to its unknown world empty-handed!

© afterwind

pictures from flickr as uploaded by lancelonie, Ann and Educated Savage

what is love..!!!

photo by dreamtwine

The way where we used to meet in past,

dust swirls over there now..

because there is no more vibrations of your sound there!

life has abandoned that way,

thus making my heart dusty and full of sorrow!!"

--

But life can sometime be a circle
we leave sadly from one point,
and soon we find ourselves reached at the same point again happily

every pain has a cure, because
God is the Great!

Single atom of Oxygen must meet some one!

image credit: by ms.poem

Chemistry of Love & Relationship: Like example of Oxygen!

In Chemistry, matter makes an atom. Two or more atoms make a molecule. And these atoms or molecules combine to make a subtance. In short, atom is the smallest unit which can take part in a chemical reaction, but may or may not exist independently. For example, The atoms of the oxygen gas always exist in pair (i.e. In form of molecule). It never exist as a single atom (O) independently, it always exists as O2.  

Water (H20) is a compound combination of 2 atoms Hydrogen (H2) and a single atom Oxygen (O). If water is broken, then it these atoms are free. Thus released Oxygen and Hydrogen.

H20 ---------->  2 Hydrogen + 1 Oxygen

If there is a single atom of Oxygen(O) is released.. Since, nature has meant it to live with some pair, so, it must fulfil this requirement. It shall readily combine with any other atom it will happen to meet.. to get a stable state! Either it may combine with another single atom Oxygen, to make a pair (O2) or may combine with any other like atoms of Sulphur or whatever as possible!

Similarly, God has put a quality of concileation and accustomisation in human beings to overcome psycological traumas and lonliness in this world. The lonely heart will find the best one. A relationship is a gift of God. I maybe be liked by your heart (Oxygen), or maybe selected by fate (Sulphur, Potasiaum or Oxygen).. whatever, Every single atom of Oxygen must meet some one.. Everyone have a full potential of love, just we need to uncover this secret and realise this hidden treasure. This is special gift of God. This bond represents the love. Just there is a need of purityand respect. This world should be like a clean lab with pure heart atoms, molecules, and sincere compounds. This state of stability, peace, mental self satisfation and thankfuless to God is what they say as a balanced happy life. And I say a peaceful glory of human relationships with the sweetness of love, care and respect.  This is a social stability, social nirvana and peace of life, and warmth of heart!

(c) afterwind

Difficulty!

Photo uploaded on flickr by distantpeak

Alien Lovers!

she said to him on one day

how can our love survive!

we dont have the same tongue

i have much to say

but dont know how!

they survived how long ever, God knows!

he says:

your eyes already tell me the things

you want me to know

no need to say!