Confusion

Past was misery, broken dreams, lost expectations, painful, an untold story
We left the past far behind!

Present is smooth sail, ordinary blessing, well pronounced, well declared, well known!

Tonight, the past & present knew each other. Result could be confusion; even destruction.. .

Nothing happened!

"This is where the two worlds meet", Shepard boy screamed!

that will make you forget our love one day

"fear"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

you haven't reached the meaning of love

whatever you have toward me is nothing but ego and greed

in fact you never truly loved me

the tears you shed were the tears of a babe for a toy only

you don't know to sacrify, you just need to be gratified

with pleasures, words,,, lies and world!

i told you

i told you

i already told you

tonight

the last night before separation

when the withering heart needs compassion

when i need you

to soak my tears

to lower my soabs

in the very time when you are supposed to be with me

you are indulged in the pleasures, in the partying, in the lights

you say, let me enjoy, still i am yours!

now i also want to say

i don't want to come in between you and your happiness

but what should also i do!

from me, they are stealing you

busy, busy, busy

even on the last night

you don't want to listen to my heart cry

this time, even you don't want to be mine!

and still you say, "i love you"

i told you

i told you

i already told you

The light of enjoyment, taste of delicious food and happy puns of rich friends will make you forget our love one day

i told you

i told you

i already told you

if you keep on doing this,

how can you become mine?

~+~

"Sure"

No matter wherever you move away

I know, on your cheeks tears will have a sway!

The pain of separation makes you crazy

it will change a stone heart into daisy

no matter, to wherever you face, 

but if your hand is in my hand,

 

i shall take you into my cottage!

© afterwind

image sources:

fisrt,         lights in last night's rain storm by Zombie37 [external link]

second,     Rain Tapping On My Window by Thomas Steibl Photography [external link]

third,       Rain on the Train (Not in Spain) by jessamyn.n [external link]

fourth,     Rain wave - Muddy water by Yatzi [external link]

Your Sweet Veils!

DSC_1122_tuyuguo_bldg, originally uploaded by kdriese.

They say I don't love You!
Yeah! they say right

people lose hearts in infatuations of love after seeing the beauty and getting impressed!
but how to love someone without seeing
i never got any chance of looking You
with any sweet long sights.
You kept so many veils!
so, how can i do love to You!

but that last night..
after hearing the sound of rustling from dress of some unknown passerby across outside of my door
and i lost my heart on that street which was perfumed with the sweet mysterious night
leaving my heart dusty and cracked with a sweet pain!

i know..
there had never been any passer-by there
nor any sound, nor any rustling of any clothe!
even there was no fragrance of Thee actually
but there was a mysterious veil !

You never gave a chance of looking Your Sweet Majesty!
but made me insane of Your glowing mytical shades of veils

You have many many thousands thousands uncountable veils
and my heart has got trapped in some of them!, which i got chance to perceive!

yeah, how can i love You!

.. Natural!
You keep so many veils

but i have lost myself in Your veils!
I love Your veils!